I have so many thing I need to cover but I think I'm going
to break them into a few different posts, I was going to start out with a post
on relationships but after today I'm thinking I’ll go with a post about friends
or lack thereof.
I'm just a regular girl wanting regular friends, turns out
this is just not going to happen for me. When I started at hair school I had a
Small class and we instantly became friends, we would go to lunch all the time,
hang out outside of school we just really got along well. I thought oh I'm good
now I have a couple close friends that is all I really need anyway. when we
were done with school, we ended up going our own ways but me and one of the
girls stayed very close we hung out all the time she was there for me in all
the up and downs of the last three years. This past summer we had some sort of
falling out and poof she was gone, really never to hear from her again. I still
miss her all the time she was my very best friend in all the world.
After losing my best friend I clearly needed someone I could
hang with and talk to when things came up. A little over a year ago when I
started at Dunhill Tuxedoes there was a girls working there that I went to high
school with. We definitely did not click at friend but over time she was my go
to gal. After what happened today (a different post) I feel like I’ve wasted my
time with her I could never trust her again, she completely stabbed me in my
back just to get ahead. She had no one’s feeling at thought but her own (and if
she reads this as I hope she will.....you suck and karmas a
beeeooootttccchhhh!)
now that I have this post all written I feel better, but
after re reading it I see I’ve missed some very important frands.
Ashley is my very best friends in all the world! She really
is the one friends I’ve always been able to count on through thick and then. We’ve
defiantly had our up and downs in our own friendship but she’s a wonderful
friends and I know she’s always going to be there for me, everyone should have
a friends like her!! (But please don't steal her from me) also I have a good
man friend (oh but that's a whole different story)
Over all after lessons learns with friends all you really
need is one good friend, it’s not about quantity it’s all about quality. And
really who wants a whole bunch of junky friends when you can have one or a few
fabulous friends!!
p.s. I got a new job! Stay tuned for more on that tomorrow :)
-CRK
